I'm often asked where my ideas come from for my novels, and the answers are from events in my life. Recently I was reminded of my inspiration for my novel "The Boy in The Wood".

My wife and I marrried in 1988 and we bought our first home at what became 160 Running Deer Lane Rickman Tennessee. It was a small (987 sq ft) very basic home. But we made it ours. We had recently lost our first child to a late miscarriage and we were not able to have a memorial or just say goodbye. So we took all the items that has been bought and made for her and buried them in the front yard along with a brand new Bible opened up to
Ps 19:13-16
"​For you produced my kidneys; You kept me screened off in my mother’s womb.  I praise you because in an awe-inspiring way I am wonderfully made.Your works are wonderful, I know this very well.  My bones were not hidden from youWhen I was made in secret,When I was woven in the depths of the earth.  Your eyes even saw me as an embryo; All its parts were written in your bookRegarding the days when they were formed, Before any of them existed."
The loss still weights heavy on me to this day. We brought our first son home here as well as our second. We raised our two boys here and behind this house is where a thick wooded area grows. Our boys would spend hours of each day in the woods and not far away is a river and me and the boys walked and explored it. These woods and this river is what became The Wood and the Walnut River in "The Boy in The Wood". 
Behind our house however was a special tree and I built a little club/tree house for the boys and yes there was even an event where my oldest son saved my youngest.
All of our happy memories are at this house, this was the home we wanted to retire in.
Sometime in 2006 our loan was sold to Countryside and we had no idea, then in early 2007 I got a letter explaining that the government was going to take our house. I took the letter to a lawyer and he said he had never seen anything like it. He did some research and discovered that a nation wide banking failure was about to happen and the government was trying to avoid it by taking all of Countrywide's assets.
We had just installed a new field line, had siding installed and started a remodel of the inside. In May 2007 our house was auctioned off.
We met the couple who bought it, and they opted to continue our remodel using our plans. They added an addition just as we had in the plans and they put on a tin roof. They had dogs and created a fenced in area in the back yard.
Then they divorced and the house was empty for years and years. In April 2019 the house was bought for about $55,000 and relisted for $129,900 with not many appearent changes. We drove out there to walk around the yard.

I walked to the area where we buried our childs belongings and I placed my hand on her grave and cried. Outside it still needs a lot of work, gutters, paint, and the damage done to the doors and siding from the dogs needs repaired. The inside needs what is called a punch-list, the trim needs up and painted and a few walls need painted. It needs a lot of work on the addition as well.
The yard is in need of a great deal of work.

I sat on the front porch and just knew my boys were going to come running around the corner from the woods, I could hear their laughter, and I cried. I sat there and tried to tell myself it is just a thing, just a house, but even the look on my wife's face told me she felt what I was feeling, we were home.

I offered the seller $65,000. I knew it was a low offer and would not be answered but we felt we had to try. The reality is I'm not sure U.S. Bank would loan us the full amount.

We will not go back out there, it hurt too much and too deep, I know it will never bring $129,900 because it needs too much work. 
But here is the listing 
​https://www.lsn.com/homes-land/house-in-rickman/6294104.htm lwww.lsn.com/homes-land/house-in-rickman/6294104.html 

I hope whoever buys it takes care of our happy memories, the parties, the gatherings, the 1st time our boys walked, the first of everything. And I hope the items we buried remain where they are.

The house today, these photos were taken by the seller and are in the listing.

When I was a boy in the 1970's I pulled a knob on the TV to turn it on, then turned another knob to see what was on the 4 channels we got, NBC, ABC, CBS and PBS. Today the options seem endless.
IPTV; which offers all the networks as well as hurndreds of other channels.
Cable, Dish and DirecTV; all three of which require long term contracts and then features locked in packages and the cost continues to increase.
Lastly there is ROKU and a customer pick and choose with pricing control options.

In this post I wanted to share what we optied to do to keep our cost at about $30 a month and still enjoy many of the shows we like.
Here is what we have.
 
CBS All Access at $5.99 per month. This allows us to wach our local and world news and CBS related shows. We also have the entire CBS and Viacom library on demand.

Amazon Prime, this is kinda like a add on to our Prime account. I have Prime for the free shipping and same day or 2 day shipping. Nevertheless we get Amazon Prime TV which includes te entire IMBD databse, so the options of older TV shows and movies is large.

We were given a free 1 year subscription to Disney+ and you can easily watch everything you wanted to in less than 6 months and it does not appear the content is updated that often, so after our 1 year free account is up we will nix it. National Geographic is part of the Disney network so you get Nat Geo with it and is the only way you can get Nat Geo on it's own.

Smithsonian: I signed up for a 1 year subscription to this channel because it has some very good shows. We will likely keep this channel it is also $5.99 per month.

I wanted the History cahnnel and HGTV but they are not stand alone, you have to pay a huge price for Live Hulu or YouTube TV way too much per month for just a few channels. So I started searching and discovered that the "Discovery Channel" owns about 20 channels, HGTV and History etc included. I kept researching and learned that Philo offers the entire Discovery Channel Network for $20 a month. And all the channels are on damand. So you get HGTV, History, Science, Travel etc for $20 a month and on damand.

Lastly we have JWBroadcasting which is free and offers us our Scriptual channels.

So we pay
$20.00 for Philo
$5.99 for CBS All Acces
$5.99 for Amazon Prime
$5.99 for Smithsonian if we do keep and the only channels we are lacking is ABC and NBC and we can deal with that to avoid the high cost of YouTubeTV and Hulu TV

Listen to the reading of "Still With Eyes Closed" and see the feedback left. The video trailer to the novel.

For some time now I have been working on a theory that will tie the shape of the Universe to gravity, spacetime, speed of light, speed of the Universe, missing mass, and more. I have yet to write it, but intend to start soon and I have to speak to an artist to commission some art work for my concepts. So check back to see what I come up with.

​I think I may have just solved all the problems with the Universe.

Well, it has been about 3 months since production started on the audio versions of "Still With Eyes Closed", "The Boy in The Wood" and "David's mark". 
So how is it going? CRASH!
Kelly Wilmoth finished reading "Still With Eyes Closed" and the files were uploaded to ACX, however 3 times ACX has rejected them, for "loudness". However Mr. Wilmoth IS using the ACX tools to record, edit and adjust, the exact same tools they test with he is using and when he finishes the tools tell him they are within ACX limits. So this brings up a great many questions. If Mr. Wilmoth is using the very tool that ACX test with and the tool approves the recording why is the rep within ACX failing it? It almost appears to be a personal reason. Mr. Wilmoth has currently moved forward with the recording of "The Boy in The Wood".

Now as to "David's mark" well a stage actor in New York has been working on that but I have failed to hear from him. I have sent him 2 messages via ACX, he has failed to reply. Doing audio is stressful.